XELAINE

2012-01-27T08:58:00.000+08:00

We turn 20 this year!!

Wishing

2012-01-26T13:30:00.001+08:00

2012-01-25T11:20:00.000+08:00

Reasons why Chinese New Year isn't happy:

1. EH YOU PUT ON WEIGHT AH (thank you, you too?)
2. WHY YOU NEVER GROW (midget 4 lyf)
3. HOW OLD ALREADY (forever 18)
4. WHERE YOU GOING WHAT YOU GRADUATE (strike toto 4d and be rich whoop)
5. LACK OF SLEEP (was so tempted to MC and rest today)

ok I didn't get all the questions these year (thumbs up) but number 1 definitely......
Miss those days when the older people will say EH BECOME PRETTIER ALR aye but no.. This year no happening.. :'(
If you don't hear that I guess it just means you maintain or become uglier lo :(

And now since the two main days are over, it means I probably gained a few kgs and it's time to eye power all the fats off @.@

Btw Chinatown Day was good EEEEEEEEEEEEE so tourist I like. And we ate YumCha for the first time. And saw ang mohs in qipao speaking canto. Seriously... Time for me to pick it up.

2012-01-19T13:23:00.001+08:00

30. One thing you're excited for

SATURDAY!!
Not exactly looking forward to Chinese New Year really but Saturday we are going to Chinatown for the night market eeh eeh ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh virgin trip!!!!!
Tourist much :)

2012-01-16T12:05:00.000+08:00

Caught Dumb & Dumber last night heeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeee
So many things I want to do by the end of this week but I doubt I'm even going to accomplish anything.

2012-01-15T21:38:00.001+08:00

If only you saw what I can see.

It's Monday again tomorrow! Which means there's only 2 weeks of internship left. Some part of me really wish time would fast forward and let me graduate already but then graduation would only mean that I'm growing up.......... And things get more serious, decision making becomes tougher, days become more of a routine, time becomes less on your side and everyone will be so caught up in their own lives and our lives will be filled with studies / work / boredom / boredom / blah. Truth be told I really miss studying. Boring lectures, irritating tutorials, looking forward to breaks, doing useless videos, procrastinating and doing assignments etc. It's only been less than a year and I very very very misssssssssssssssssss it sia.

2012-01-13T12:28:00.005+08:00

School seems to be the easiest choice but I don't think it's the smartest.
How do people KNOW what they want to do?

To do list:
Decide on whereeeeeeeeeeee + whatttttttttttttttttt to do
FYP final report
Sleep more
Claim my 10 chocolate debt

2012-01-12T00:31:00.001+08:00

Some days I just want to strangle you
Other days I just want to strangle you a bit closer to me
:)

2012-01-11T12:45:00.001+08:00

29. Five weird things that you like

I have things in mind which don't exactly sound right in words...

2012-01-10T12:56:00.000+08:00

2012-01-07T16:03:00.000+08:00

Happy 14th!

2012-01-07T01:26:00.000+08:00

28. Somewhere you'd like to move to or visit

http://www.universalorlando.com/Home.aspx

DREAM HOLIDAY!! @.@

2012-01-06T08:41:00.002+08:00

27. A quote you try to live by

Give to give, give not to receive.

2012-01-03T10:43:00.003+08:00

24. Five words/phrases that make you laugh

No idea......... Funny things.

25. Something you're currently worrying about

Life after the end of this month

26. Things you like and dislike about yourself

I like myself as a whole. I think.

2011-12-23T11:31:00.000+08:00

20. Your fears

Change in a negative way

21. How you hope your future will be like

Happy, not stuck in a boring 9 - 6 desk job, able to work with kids wheeeeee being rich would be a bonus

22. Your academics

No where near where I should be

23. Something that you miss

2011-12-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

19. Five items you lust after

One:

Two:

Three:

Four:

Five:

2011-12-18T17:17:00.004+08:00

17. Something that you're proud of

Nothing much is coming into my mind but I think I'm happy I ended up where I want to be :) So yes I'm proud of who I am today.

18. A problem that you have had

I'm not good with words?

2011-12-17T01:03:00.001+08:00

14. What you wore today

Plain black t-shirt and denim jeans

15. Your zodiac / horoscope and if you think it fits your personality

Do you know someone who is deep, secretive and reclusive yet open and honest, strangely aloof but at the same time intensely loyal, brooding and mysterious yet straightforward and unusually direct, vengeful yet forgiving, who, in short, seems to be a bundle of opposites all bound up in a deeply perplexing and intriguing personality? That person is probably a Scorpio.

No idea I still surprise myself sometimes.

16. Something you always think 'what if...' about

What if I didn't exist?

2011-12-13T22:43:00.002+08:00

13. Your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it

I'm not skinny (sadface) neither am i round like a ball (happyface)

Been hearing people talk about the way I look and how much weight I should lose and how I should go about losing it and what clothes I should wear to cover up bla bla bla to the extent it gets kinda fucking depressing

But then I'll remember that someone taught me how to accept myself so I'm thankful :)
I'm thankful that I have a body. Not perfect.... But still alright. No one is. Right? Actually wrong. There are perfect bodies. But anw. I have one head, two eyes, two ears, one nose, one mouth. Hands and legs working. Boobs alright sized. Kinda short but nvm they have heels for that. When I feel so fucking fat I'd run. Yeah so I'm pretty alright!

2011-12-11T18:57:00.002+08:00

The month of December

2011-12-08T09:32:00.002+08:00

With my first pay check

Back in secondary school I used to envy those who wore Nike. HEHHEHE. Pathetic or what. Now 4 years later I own my very first pair of Nike!! Happy girl is me! Minus the time needed to make season the shoe make soft soft cos it's annoying but other than that.. Life is good. :)

2011-12-06T23:24:00.002+08:00

11. Your family

Ma, pa and Patrick
Soon to be porridge snowflake raindrop I hope

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12. Five guys whom you find attractive

David Beckham, cos he joined the British Paralympic team for soccer. + points!!!!

Channing Tatum, face kinda square but the body + Step Up = wow

Chace Crawford = pretty boy hehehehe

Chuck Bass = self explanatory!!!!!!! Who wouldn't like!!!!!!

Last but not least,

My favourite liao!!!!!!!! Wheeeeeeeeee k bye :)

2011-11-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

10. Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play

1. Against All Odds - Westlife
2. Pretty Boy - M2M
3. 彩虹天堂 - 刘畊宏
4. Hanging By a Moment - Lifehouse
5. We'll Be a Dream - We The Kings
6. Reason to Live - John Nathaniel
7. One Last Breath - Creed
8. Monster - Meg & Dia
9. Tonight - The Afters
10. Summer Rain - Groove Coverage

2011-11-25T13:47:00.000+08:00

Times like these I feel so tiny. I need sleep and time. I know I'm good at something.
I just haven't found it yet.

2011-11-22T00:12:00.005+08:00

SO DYING TO HAVE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YES MY CAKES AREN'T COOL!!! I NEED 3D COOKIE CUTTERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOEVER MADE THIS IS GENIUS X10 + CAN HAVE FILLINGS!!!
PUDDING FILLINGS!!! ICE CREAM FILLINGS!!!!! 25X LARGER!!!!!!!

2011-11-21T00:09:00.002+08:00

2011-11-18T00:04:00.004+08:00

9. How important you think education is

It's a fucking propaganda

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If the heart is willing, it will make a thousand ways to make things work.
If the heart is unwilling, it will just make a thousand excuses.

2011-11-16T00:06:00.000+08:00

8. What you ate today

Nuggets

Curry chicken w rice

Cheesy sausage

Chicken wing

Hawaiian pizza

BBQ chicken pizza

Breadstix

Cinnamon stix (?)

Onion rings

BBQ wings

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Fat = unhappy = eat = fat
It's a never ending evil cycle

2011-11-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

7. Five pet peeves

1. People who don't give up their seats on public transports
2. People who seem to have absofuckinglutely no respect for others
3. Pretty girls who are too damn pretty........... ha
4. When people use too much of the same words
5. When I'm in a bad mood and I don't even know the fuck why

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chocolate cornflakes whee

2011-11-10T23:22:00.000+08:00

6. Your views on mainstream music

I no longer listen to radio = no longer know what's new unless someone sends it to me or I hear it from a mall maybe.......... Wow this is sad. But anyway, I still prefer the used to be cute center parting boys who were so fucking cute on MTV last time singing all the songs ahem A1 / Westlife / N*Sync and they have dances and some really cool walk style instead of I don't know what.. swag? these days. Good times...... Why don't we have boybands anymore?

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Anyway I'm so hungry now I wish for

2011-11-09T11:39:00.002+08:00

I turned 19 :) :(

And we turned 1 :)

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5. Things you want to say to an ex

I guess I have nothing to say

2011-11-04T16:36:00.001+08:00

3 months is so long

2011-10-31T16:19:00.005+08:00

Too cute :)

2011-10-28T16:00:00.001+08:00

4. Bullet your whole day

Woke at 530 thinking it was 630
Work
School
Home
Out later again

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Soooooooooooooooo we finally went to USS on Deepavali!!!!! And I woke up to fireworks outside my window that day. Yeah. Yeah... It was a good day.

And last but not least, we took this twice just to get this shot hehe

2011-10-25T22:50:00.001+08:00

A holiday in need will be a holiday in deed! Hope it doesn't rain tomo thou it most probably will since it has been raining everyday?!?!!?!?!? Hope it rains super heavily tonight then the clouds will be nice and puffy tmr. Hopefully!!! But whats the chances of that. Anw. Egggggzaitment haz died cos I'm too tired to feel anything. Just want to complete my slides and sleep. Goodnight!

2011-10-24T00:20:00.000+08:00

3. A book you love

“It was one thing to make a mistake; it was another thing to keep making it. I knew what happened when you let yourself get close to someone, when you started to believe they loved you: you'd be disappointed. Depend on someone, and you might as well admit you're going to be crushed, because when you really needed them, they wouldn't be there. Either that, or you'd confide in them and you added to their problems. All you ever really had was yourself, and that sort of sucked if you were less than reliable.”
― Jodi Picoult, Handle with Care

2011-10-23T02:27:00.005+08:00

2. Something you feel strongly about

At this point of time, it would be the things I like and want to do. I once posted a few months back, "If the heart is willing, it will make a thousand ways to make things work. If the heart is unwilling, it will just make a thousand excuses." But truth is that sometimes, no matter how much you want something, no matter how hard you're willing to work for it, there are going to be factors that will make you think twice. And no one is ever going to give you a definite solution of what to pick when you're left straddling between options.

2011-10-19T22:39:00.003+08:00

1. Five ways to win your heart
1. Accept me for who I am
2. Let me bite and/or hit you when I'm unhappy ha
3. Don't be a fucktard
4. Smile
5. Listen

2011-10-18T22:25:00.002+08:00

Kinda loving my internship. :)
But on the downside I don't know why it feels like there's a thousand and one things to worry about.

2011-10-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage. They were a loving couple and the boy was the apple of their eyes. When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open. He was late for work so he asked the wife to cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard. The mother, preoccupied in the kitchen, totally forgot the matter.

The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle and, fascinated with its color, drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages. When the child collapsed, the mother hurried him to the hospital, where he died. The mother was stunned. She was terrified how to face her husband.

When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife and uttered just four words.

What do you think were the four words?

The husband just said "I Love You Darling"

The husband's totally unexpected reaction is proactive behavior. The child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in finding fault with the mother. Besides, if only he have taken time to keep the bottle away, this will not have happened. No
point in attaching blame. She had also lost her only child. What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband. That is what he gave her.

Sometimes we spend time asking who is responsible or who to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with the people we know. We miss out some warmth in human relationship in giving each other support. After all, shouldn't forgiving someone we love be the easiest thing in the world to do? Treasure what you have. Don't multiply pain, anguish and suffering by holding on to forgiveness.

If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world.

Take off all your envies, jealousies, unwillingness to forgive, selfishness, and fears and you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think.

2011-10-16T02:12:00.001+08:00

One week into internship / FYP and I already

Miss wearing shorts

Miss casual wear and Vans

Miss not being so self conscious about how I look

Miss these 4 people

and last but not least hehe

Miss long day outs with this retard of mine :) And shit talking up all night hehehehehehheh

2011-10-11T21:09:00.001+08:00

2011-10-06T00:22:00.001+08:00

I'll think of this every night before I sleep. :<
Loser or what

2011-10-04T21:15:00.002+08:00

Last day of work tomorrow, one more week to start of internship.
Biggest fear = no clothes to wear

2011-09-28T23:57:00.005+08:00

But we both know how
how we're gonna make it work when it hurts
When you pick yourself up
you get kicked in the dirt
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
But we're gonna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine
Sit talking up all night
doing things we haven't for a while
We're smiling but we're close to tears
even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting
For the first time

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Sit talking up all night, but with you, it is shit talking up all night.

2011-09-23T23:13:00.003+08:00

Comfort food.

2011-09-22T00:45:00.002+08:00

Tongue lip gum throat hurt like a bitch now I drank water I did I did whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

2011-09-18T00:58:00.000+08:00

2011-09-08T00:13:00.000+08:00

Prawning > Ya Kun Kaya Toast > Steamed garlic prawns > Guessing jelly bean flavours > Manhattan Fish Market

Finally today felt like a holiday. No work. So freeeeeeeeee :) Need a new cam ASAP ASAP ASAP money fly

2011-09-06T23:50:00.002+08:00

They're all so nice I can't decide......... I should just get them all eh eh eh ^^v

2011-09-06T23:28:00.000+08:00

So glad that some things don't change much with time ♥

2011-08-30T02:17:00.000+08:00

Wake up, clean up, change, go down, go work, arrange, steam, scrub, fat suits, dinner, zip, change, zip, button, skirts, spray, change, change change change zip zip zip, end, home, eat/sleep.

Finally the 5 days is ending wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee so happy this is one of the longest 5 days of my life I don't know why. And it's not going to get any better. Sleep debt is accumulating again :(

2011-08-23T12:27:00.002+08:00

If the heart is willing, it will make a thousand ways to make things work.
If the heart is unwilling, it will just make a thousand excuses.

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Life is moving slightly too fast for fun this is sho shad.

2011-08-19T00:23:00.002+08:00

2011-08-17T23:38:00.001+08:00

2011-08-08T23:55:00.003+08:00

You drive me crazy half the time

2011-08-06T01:06:00.000+08:00

I'm only up when you're not down.

2011-08-05T02:03:00.002+08:00

Today marks the last lesson filled school day of my poly life. 2 months it'll be internship and after that it will be ooovvvveeerrrrrr!! Waiting for my video to be uploaded to YouTube, going to head to bed and go for my last ever poly lesson which is going to be presentation. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ever since this year started I miss attending lectures in LTs. After this I'd most probably be missing school. Boo.

2011-07-30T15:13:00.001+08:00

One of the best feelings ever. :)

2011-07-26T12:09:00.002+08:00

$_$
I should really open my MSE folder now sigh x10

2011-07-25T23:33:00.002+08:00

Parallel lines have a lot in common, but they never meet.
Other pairs of lines meet once and then drift apart forever.

2011-07-22T23:06:00.001+08:00

Just two more weeks.
Right?

2011-07-20T23:08:00.002+08:00

Sick + ASSignments + 45% Pitch + I lost my favourite shirt + it was Isaac's =
Sad die me

Just two more weeks!!!! No kick? WRONG. Fucking lot of kick. Bye!

2011-07-19T01:51:00.001+08:00

17 July 2011 - Lion King @ MBS

P/S IT IS ALSO THE FIRST DAY I DROVE ON HIGHWAY!!! + FETCHED SOMEONE!!! Ok bye.

2011-07-15T23:31:00.001+08:00

Half a year later, I can finally stop taking lessons and am one step closer to driving a lambo. Weeeeeeeuweet. Feels like a big load off but then why do I still feel like that?

2011-07-11T00:08:00.003+08:00

Count your blessings to find what you look for

2011-07-09T23:18:00.000+08:00

Can't wait for the day I get to keep hamsters!!!! :(
Just need a lil more time. Much more time actually. But that day will come! :)

2011-07-07T23:57:00.001+08:00

Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
I'm so glad I've found you

2011-07-05T16:31:00.002+08:00

Crisis mode = on
We should all practice crisis intervention skills on ourselves instead :(

2011-06-30T21:13:00.003+08:00

You can be a complete bitch at times but you'll always be my
heartheartpunchexplosion and punchexplosion combo.

2011-06-29T00:40:00.006+08:00

6 more weeks to end of this sem and after that would be internship. Should be making full use of this time to enjoy but nope it's the time of the sem I feel like killing myself and I'm wondering what the hell I'm doing here planning on what shit I'm going to type essay after essay. I'm so tired I wna sleep all my worries away. But I'll get thru it. As always! :)

2011-06-23T02:46:00.002+08:00

Hi aizek tai. :)
"It's Thursday already!!! My birthday tomorrow!!! I'm so excited!!!!!"

2011-06-12T00:22:00.001+08:00

It's gonna take a lot to drag me away from you

2011-06-07T22:48:00.005+08:00

It's like the Sun swallowed up by the Earth,
like atomic bombs in reverse,
as if a glass could contain the sea,
that's the way you are in me. :)

2011-06-04T00:20:00.001+08:00

Get well now :(

2011-06-01T21:11:00.001+08:00

29th was wonderful and unforgettable thanks to a Mongster!!! Whoop :D

2011-05-27T01:08:00.001+08:00

This is more tiring than I thought it would ever be.

2011-05-24T23:52:00.003+08:00

2011-05-19T02:07:00.000+08:00

Looking thru photos and I suddenly came across this. Reminded me about the little girl in blue in the second picture! I remember being so shy/scared to take picture wiv her hahahah dumb. Wasted! But I'll never forget what happened towards the end heeeeh which was another wasted thing cos I didn't understand what she was saying :( I miss Cambodia :(

2011-05-10T20:22:00.001+08:00

2011-05-07T00:24:00.003+08:00

Je veux toujours un demain avec vous.

2011-04-26T13:51:00.001+08:00

2011-04-19T01:24:00.000+08:00

First day of the last year of poly is over. Every year first day will always feel like some kind of sugar rush. Wish this sugar rush feel can last me the whole sem but nope the moment assignments start pouring in I will be wondering what the fuck I want my life back.

2011-04-15T00:01:00.004+08:00

For the first time I see you for who you really are

2011-04-11T00:27:00.002+08:00

Why can't human be grateful or something why must we keep thinking too damn much about things that don't even need to be thought about at all in the first place?

2011-03-23T23:11:00.000+08:00

This blog is close to death but nvm shall post some pictures for my ownself shiok!

2011-03-18T00:31:00.002+08:00

Saturday, March 19
12:30pm - 3:30pm
Jurong East IMM Garden Plaza

2011-03-14T23:44:00.000+08:00

Today 12+pm we were happy til can fly whoop

2011-03-10T00:21:00.000+08:00

Holidays don't feel so holidayish afterall. So much for March. :(

2011-03-05T01:13:00.000+08:00

Pets that I'd love to have hahahah wtf

Anw March is here! Whooooooooop :)

2011-03-02T17:03:00.006+08:00

Exam too hard, we complain. Exam too easy, we also complain. 23.5 more hours to end of year 2! But as for now I really hav to feel to stardeeeeeeeee can't wait for tomorrow's paper to end.. Can't wait for the week to end! I wish March would fast forward a bit. Heh heh greedy or what! I can forsee March my money will fly. Hand itchy for so many things.. How I wish money really grew on plants $_$ Maybe one day I will invent one heheheheh

2011-02-28T23:38:00.001+08:00

Just 3 days left but it seems like time is passing so sllllloooowwlllyyyy

2011-02-27T23:38:00.001+08:00

Been such a long time since I craved for Happy Meal wtf

2011-02-23T22:57:00.003+08:00

Whoop just 9 more days left to a really happy filled up March!
But until then.. _l_

2011-02-21T23:38:00.001+08:00

Things that suck
1. Having a huge growing pimple at the side of your right nostril there
2. Having a huge growing pimple at the side of your left nostril there

Things that suck even more
1. Having 2 huge growing pimples at both the side of your nostrils there

Feels like I just got punched right in my nose

2011-02-20T22:40:00.003+08:00

Wish time would go by faster, wish 4th March would come already.

2011-02-17T13:01:00.008+08:00

study = stress = eat = fat = stress = eat more = fat more = stress more
it's a never ending evil cycle

2011-02-14T23:46:00.004+08:00

Used to think Valentine's Day is stupid. Still think there isn't much point to it. But I can't deny I had a really great night out with the bitchiest person ever. :)

2011-02-13T23:31:00.001+08:00

A bit of my (finally ended) week

Super proud, 70+ pages. Worst assignment ever (or at least please be the worst)

Understanding Disabilities booklet!!!! Another super proud assignment. Haha.

Two favourite pages ha

Lou hei :)

I feel so happy like a kid tonight for no reason. Wheeeeeeeeeee. Must be all the food!

2011-02-09T22:53:00.006+08:00

If my brain grows every time I feel so pekcek about school I would probably look like

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WHAT UP.

I'm HIMYM deprived and there's two days left to complete counseling. Booklet around done! I think by Friday all PCS/2 pupils would have killed around 100 trees considering the amount of paper we are all going to print. We are all going to be trees in our next lives!!! Whoooooooooop.

Ok kidding I am this no life now that I just found out one pine tree can produce 80,500 sheets of paper. Okay. This is proof I need to regain my life back.